IN THE THICK OF IT

Guys, this past week was rough. It was one of those weeks were I was tired, stressed, and ended up getting sick... it was not fun. I wanted to curl up in a ball and hide under a blanket. I had a really good stride earlier this summer... I feel like I had a really good stride just a few weeks ago, but this past week, I feel like it all fell apart. It all came crashing down around me.

All the tools and tricks I use to manage my time... all the the things I manage and move around to overcome overwhelm, it all flew out the window. I was immensely overwhelmed. I was immensely stressed out. All these things combined I'm pretty sure made me sick. I had blog posts ready to go, I just needed to sit down and finish the copy. I had time blocked out to work on different business goals, but I didn't get to them. I was working really hard so I would have time to help Tyler build this week... but in the end none of those things happened. I didn't get my posts written, I didn't tackle business goals and by the time the weekend came I was so stressed I wasn't much help to Tyler.

So what happens now? What do we do when we're so stressed out and overwhelmed that we have no idea were to go next? You want to know the tough part? When I'm stressed out and overwhelmed I also get discouraged and depressed. Talk about taking a hit, right? ha! I found myself spiraling down a dark tunnel of everything that could possibly go wrong and I feel as though nothing I do is right or good enough. I feel lost and inadequate.

I sat down to write something completely different than this, but this is what came flowing out of me. I feel lost, inadequate, and I have no idea how to handle what may be next. I cried Thursday morning, I cried Saturday afternoon...

I feel like I should end this by wrapping it up in a nice little package and I say I figured everything out and everything will be okay, but I'm still in the thick of it...